Blog Therapy

I'm not sure I've done myself a service in my writing, whether on this blog or the other avenues I've chosen to use to express myself over the recent past.  I have found that writing down my thoughts does so much in helping me understand them and come up with less emotional responses.  It's very therapeutic for me.  However, I've noticed a reluctance in myself to ever be honest with my negative emotions.  I've even written things and then chose not to post them because I was scared how it would come accross...  I guess I don't want anyone to ever think of me as negative or whiny or any other negative thing.  BUT, HELLO.... of course, if you know me at all you already know that I'm opinionated to say the least and occasionally life is just hard.  So obviously, this sweet, precious, everything is always perfect facade is crap!  :) If I'm gonna have a blog to share my life, then y'all are gonna just have to hear it all.  If it gets negative at times and you don't wanna listen to someone else's complaining, just skip it and wait...  I'll be happy again soon.  Don't get me wrong... Feeling pretty good and nothing in particular to gripe about right now, but it could happen... just a warning.